Fuck band. Directors are supposed to inspire and nurture a love for music no make their students feel like absolute crap. There’s an advanced band that I wanted no part of my senior year because I didn’t want the commitment and tbh I’m not good enough, which was OK with me I just wanted to play. So I don’t audition, I don’t even SUBMIT A FUCKING INTEREST FORM and lo and behold guess what band I saw on my schedule at the beginning of the year??? They put me in without an audition!!! THEY DIDNT EVEN CONSULT ME ABOUT THIS. And now!!! They are being all pissy about me not being able to keep up with the repertoire?! On my report card they write “unprepared for class unable to play music at an appropriate level” HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU HEARD ME PLAY??? oh right ZERO because you never do pLAYING TESTS FOR MY SECTION BECAUSE YOU DONT GIVE A SHIT. BUT NOW???? They’re just doing this because they don’t like me I swear to god. I HAVE BEEN IN THIS CLASS WITH THE SAME TEACHERS FOR FOUR FUCKING YEARS AND THEY STILL GET MY NAME WRONG NOT ONCE HAVE I HAD AN ACTUAL CONVERSATION WITH THEM. YOU EXPECT ME TO CARE ABOUT BAND WHEN YOU COULDNT GIVE LESS OF A FUCK ABOUT ME?????? I give up. Fuck all of this.